I have to be thinking about someone. And then I feel a bit strange about it, so the next time I think about someone else. And sometimes mid-way, I have to switch persons. I still think I'm doing it wrong.

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...and then?
It seems like you want an emotional connection, does that mean you like him?

So, the two of you are friends, and he doesn't know you have these feelings, or does he already suspect it? Or is he in a relationship already?

If I liked someone that much, and I don't think I ever have, I'd at least try to drop hints. Not an Obvious hint, because that is just dumb, but.. maybe smile more at him?