Hmm, do you want to go through life being in constant longing and disappointment? She doesn't like you and unless you transform into a prince she probably won't. It sounds like she's rather picky and doesn't really know what she wants, but you probably don't meet the standards she has. Try approaching other girls. BTW, she's probably "kinda popular" because of her attitude. She doesn't care what people think of her thus earning their respect. Good way to approach life.