Okay, "Janey".

Whatever.

Do you realize that you are breaking the hearts of many boys and men in the process of doing what you are?

And that you are getting nowhere? If you don't like showing affection, then don't. If you would like to, but can't, well then you just need to collect some courage and gain experience.

I attempted to approach a girl with deep similarities to you years ago, and it drove me insane. I loved her and she told her girlsfriends she loves me, they told me. But she was cold and emotionless with me.

She was so stunningly beautiful I couldn't forget her for a long time, and refused multiple girls. More importantly I refused happiness.

Don't fall into the same mistake ...!! Ok?

If you're happy this way, then fine. If you are not, I guess that's why you post, then you need to learn how to put up with reality. If you sit around waiting for a boy who perfectly matches your "type", chances are you will never find him...