Well yesterday I decided to work on my confidence. I decided that the first attractive women I saw I would tell her so. I did not think it would go anywhere but I figured if I could do that I would be a little more out going. So a rolled into the language building this morning on my way to Japanese and there she was, sitting there reading a book. I slowly walked up to her and kept going to the water fountain. It felt like I was trying to face down the endgame boss and I’m still Lv.1. So I gathered my courage and turned around. I strolled right up to her and kept going strait into the bathroom. Again I composed myself. I took a minute and composed myself. This time I was determined to do it or die trying. I came out again prepared for complete embarrassment. I came around the corner and… She was gone. I heard a door close and saw her entering her class room. I sulked of in defeat. I have sense seen several beautiful girls today and couldn’t talk to any of them. ;_; I suck so much.