>>7
As you gain experience, you will have less rejections, simply because you can better evaluate the other peoples feelings, and sell yourself better. It's true that some people have it easier than others, but it does not mean that you can't do it, it just means you have to try harder than them. But if you do invest yourself, you will get there. It's like walking, it's harder for some people than others, but eventually everyone gets there,...

You seem to be very obsessed with rejection, maybe that's part of the problem. Be with other people is supposed to be fun, and not a source of anxiety because of rejection.