>>18 well, she's not really that type that would arrange a meeting... and I really didn't feel from her that she was interested in me in other way than friend but I gave it shot with asking her for that date... the only possible days were tuesday and wednesday, on tuesday she couldn't so when we talked about it in the evening, she asked me whether I was at that exhibition... I replied that no, because I asked her to go with me, I wanted to send her the message that it's gonna be a date... she said that she'll think about it because of that test... and on next day she cancelled it... it's not maybe 100% rejection but to me it probably the clearest sign I got from her in last months so... bad mood yesterday, bad mood today, getting drunk in the evening, getting drunk tomorrow and it should be fine

but thank you all for your advice anyway, it was really helpful