There is this girl who I've been crushing over. She is part of my small group of friends and I've known her since last semester. I think I almost knew she didn't like me but anyway I did not approach her in any way or form until today. In the morning, I gave her a dozen roses and a carnation out of the blue. I wrote a sappy fucking poem in the card. She as expected rejected me. I expect many awkward months to follow this day.