Dyke Dilemma (3)

1 Name: LesbOP : 2009-03-02 10:57 ID:BDRtn0hV

I'm an 18 year old lesbian, and I'm caught in quite a dilemma. Long story short, I'm currently dating a girl but decided to move across the US to go to college and be with a girl from the internet. However, I'm now having second thoughts, and need to quickly decide which girl (and thus, which future) to choose.

Going into more detail, my girlfriend and I were best friends for a long time, and I developed a strong crush on her. She knew this, and somehow we became sex-buddies. A month ago, she asked me to be her girlfriend, saying "I don't feel anything for you, but I know you feel strongly for me, and I do care about you as a friend, so I feel that you deserve more than to just be my sex buddy." This is how our relationship began.

Shortly before this occurred, I was accepted into a great college on the other side of the US. I was to move in September to start college, and she told me when we became a couple that she would prefer to break up when I moved so that she could be free for college.

I started trying to meet people from the area that I would have been going to college in, and I ended up becoming very close friends with a girl. Let's call her "E". We ended up being cybering/phone-sex/webcam-sex buddies, while becoming closer and closer emotionally by the day. Suddenly, when my girlfriend asked me to start a relationship with her, E and I were forced to stop doing a lot of things, as it would be cheating. However, this really dented our friendship, as it felt like we had gotten really close and built a wonderful relationship together, only to have to tear it down and put it on hold until September. She really liked me, and decided to wait until September and wanted to start a relationship with me at that time.

Fast-forward a month, the relationship with the girlfriend is going so-so, and E and I have started cybering/phoning/webcamming again. My father suddenly informed me (rather late) that he can't afford to send me to a university, and that I'll have to go to a community college instead. On the same day, E was told by her roommate that she had to leave and find another apartment very soon, as she was only crashing with him temporarily while trying to find another roommate. I immediately told E that I would like to move in with her and go to the local community college while starting a relationship with her. I felt that I was supposed to move in September anyway, so there was no reason to prolong the inevitable and stay with my current girlfriend, who felt nothing for me.

I told my girlfriend this weekend, and while she seemed fine with it at first, right before I left she clung to me, cried, told me that she loved me truly and deeply (for the first time), and begged me not to move.

Now I'm in a bad situation. The girl whose virginity I took and who I certainly love and care deeply for has suddenly shown me that she actually cares for me. Meanwhile, a girl that I could potentially have a great relationship with desperately needs a roommate, and I'm the only option available (due to certain reasons that I shall not list here).

Life-wise, if I stay here, I could go to a community college and get some kind of a bullshit degree or transfer to a school for a degree I don't really want. (But then, who really knows what kind of degree they want at 18?) If I moved in with E, I could go to a community college and then transfer to the school I wanted to go to when my dad's financial situation is a bit better.

I have to decide who I want to be with and what I want to do with my life in two weeks. What does 4-ch think I should do? Should I stay with my current girlfriend and follow her to wherever she moves for college, or should I move across the US and move in with E?

2 Name: Secret Admirer : 2009-03-02 17:21 ID:Heaven

If you're just jumping between relationships anyway, why don't you just move in with whoever makes life easiest.

I really hate this thread.

3 Name: Secret Admirer : 2009-03-02 22:09 ID:Heaven

Why make another thread?

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