>>8 she didnt like my friends, i stoped going out with them to be with her, these last years we used to go out a lot with her friends.

If this ends i will be left alone, do you understand? I will have 2 or 3 friends, i will almost need to ask them to go out with them!!!

I'm going to ask her if she is sure, if she wont regret this decision. Then i'll try to stay away from her.

Even then i will be hoping that she calls me so we can be together again.
Man, this hurts, a lot.