How to get back to my EX?? HELP! (67)

21 Name: sad_one : 2009-03-11 23:48 ID:CqpH8b9n

Just came back....
Told her everything and learned that she went to bed with him, she said she went to bed and said "no" before doing anything. She told me she isnt seeing him anymore.

She cried and asked me if after hearing all of this i could go back to her. I said i would.

I said many many things, i tried everything, she cried too. Asked me for a hug several times.

i told her this wouldnt be my last time with her because i need to give her her mother's flowers.

She said she doesnt know what to do, what to think.
She told me to try not contacting her, and when i have the flowers to meet her.

I didnt saw anger on this last words, i didnt understand them as "leave me alone". They were almost a "let me think, let me see if i miss you, let me see if i still love you". She said she wont try to find a guy soon.

As always i still have hope, hope that she comes back to me.
I know, i'm an idiot, a fool, a fool who is in love, a fool who misses her lips, her smile, her hair, her smell.

Let's see what the future will bring... i will try to pray maybe, between beer's...

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