Today i gave her flower for her mother that is very ill.
She said it was a very noble gesture.
I told her i still love her but i cant wait for her, she said she is confused, she isnt sure if she loves me or not.
I gave her all of our love letter, hopefully she will see them and think about what she lost.
I wont talk to her again, i wont call her again, i will try to not think about her.
Lets see where this leads me, to loneliness or to her comeback.
For now i will disappear from her life.