Been a while since I'd been around here.

Last night something odd happened. I dreamt of my childhood sweetheart. I very rarely think of her now; we lost track of each other after elementary school. I haven't seen her in something like... fifteen years?

It made me feel strange, so as I woke up, I googled her name out of curiosity, only to find out she got married last summer. For some reason, it made me feel awful, nearly sick. Maybe because it made me feel like I've achieved nothing, I don't know.

It's been a bleak day.