This is tearing me up on the inside (15)

1 Name: Akina : 2009-06-01 10:32 ID:YhIqYH6F

3 months ago I started dating the love of my life (whom I had been in love with for 3 years prior) and I had 2 of the most happiest months I have ever had in my life. I made sure to do everything I could to make her happy... After those 2 months she broke up with me...

During our relationship we never had sex. That doesn't matter to me as long as I have love (ugh so corny). But I know she was very sexual with other males before our relationship. [indirect.. phone sex, cybering etc.] It did bother me slightly that she was more initmate with people whom she knew didn't care for her rather than me.

About a week ago we got back together. Yay!

I am the first real relationship she's had, I just found out that she's been sending nudes of herself to other people and it tears me inside that she would do that to me... She did apologize but thats all our relationship basically is. Her apologizing and me forgiving everything. (i'm a big push over when it comes to her, and ONLY her)

through out our relationship, i've barely gotten as far as to hold her hand...

The nudes though have gotten to me. She's more intimate with strangers than a person whom she claims to love.

Does anyone have any advice?

Thank you

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