Alright, so I had been going about my time as a nerdy teenager as one should, basically staying away from relationships (even warding off a few). A few months ago however, a girl was over at my house and after a series of events she let me feel her breasts for a bit. The problem was after that, she insisted on sitting on my lap and me holding her for a bit. I've come to quite like the feeling of this, I would say more-so than feeling breasts even. The thing is this girl already has a bf and plans on staying with him apparently, so me and her are platonic friends now. I have a gf but she is attempting to decide between me and another guy, and I couldn't care what she chooses because we almost never spend any time together. (In fact in 2 months I only got to hold her once.)
Anyway, I feel myself longing for the feeling of holding someone a lot more than usual the last few days (probably because I saw girl #1 a few days ago for the first time in a few weeks) and between this and the fact that I have a preexisting 'mai waifu' complex I end up feeling like shit a majority of the time.
What should I do?
find girl #3 who is really willing to spend some time with you. The other two don't sound promising.
But really, what's a 'mai waifu' complex?
mai waifu sounds c00te :3
so it means this complex must be really shitty situation :P
I agree with number 2. You don't look like you reeeeally love either one of those girls, and are only looking for someone to like, but nobody in particular.
Break up with girl #2. If she doesn't know who she likes, it's because she doesn't like either one. If you love someone, you know.
Girl #1 too, if she liked you, she wouldn't have a bf that wasn't you.
Believe me, I know how shitty it is to only WANT to like someone.
Love will eventually find you, so be cheerful.