Man where do I start? Three years ago I met girl A, fell in love far too fast and basically thought she would be the one I would marry. But ultimately we fought too much, she "dumped" me many times when I did things not to her liking, like going to anime conventions. Slowly we were drifting apart, to the point we were on a status of "dating", even though we still loved each other.
Fast forward to last week. I went to a convention, she went out of town so it wasn't too troublesome. Then I met girl B. But heres the deal: girl A is 25, I'm 24 and girl B is 17. But girl B and I kind of hit it off, and we got really close, she was so cute and tender and incredibly mature that it surprised me when she said what her age was. We went....far enough, that I started feeling badly. I told girl B we should be friends and she was kind of like whatever.
Throughout the following week I couldn't stop thinking about girl B. And as of the mid week I decided that I would somehow end it with girl A, the drama was too much. So basically today, I broke girl A's heart by admitting what I did with girl B. girl A now thinks (rightfully so) that I'm a cheating rat bastard and I don't think I can fix things, but the messed up part is I don't want to, really. I don't want to get married anytime soon or commit to anything, not like I used to want to. I essentially grew over time to pull away from her. I'm such an evil bastard I know.
What makes this situation extremely hard: girl B wants to date me, and I want to date her. But we're seven years apart, and her mom is extremely protective and doesn't like that idea at all. Legally I'm ok, the age of consent is 17 in our state but not that I would risk anything for doing something stupid, but there is that social stigma. girl B and I talked on the phone for as long as we were able to, and we basically expressed our strong desire to date, even if it would be extremely hard and we would have to wait many months to see each other. Her mom wouldn't let her talk and doesn't want me to talk to her, but this girl doesn't turn 18 until december so its a huge waiting game, one that I'm actually willing to play. girl B is sad with how stubborn her mom is and how things are turning out, but I told her straight up that the best situation would be for me to meet her mom, but I have no idea how that will pan out. I think me making a good impression would be the only way to see this girl other than at the next anime convention, in September.
For those of you who will go tl:dr, summary: I'm a bad guy, I grew distant with my first gf, met another special girl, "cheated" with her (even though i wasn't exclusive with girl a), told the truth, broke girl A's heart, and now I want to date girl B. And girl B is cool with it. I will have to wait a long time but I probably need the personal time.
Flames, advice, praises, have at me anon. Thanks