I still continued talking to him. Last night, he told me that the girl will confess to him soon (he says in a week or two). He told me that he really likes her too but the reason they aren't exclusive yet is because he is waiting for her to confess..

To be honest, when I read that, I stopped studying and doing homework. I guess for a short time, my head got so messed up. I told him, "Congrats" but it's weird... it felt like it wasn't really sincere (this whole thing is just so.... new to me.. I never felt like that before). I even told him to confess to her first--- don't ask why I said this.. because I don't know either, just came out lol

I just don't know... if I should really keep talking to him. I already feel too attached (which has never happened to me before). I'm usually never online on my msn but since I started talking to him, I'm pretty much online everyday (even if I'm studying, I just leave my msn on). It's so sad that I have become like this.

I don't know this feeling.. perhaps it's jealousy.. perhaps, it's something else? I don't know :(