Haha yeah, he did offer a back rub that day, too......

But being with him isn't really my main goal right now. I just want to get over him. But I've never met anyone like him before and I think it will be a long time until I do (I know, it sounds really cliche) so I dunno... I guess I kinda just don't want to completely get him out of my life. But at the same time if I don't just oust him out of my life I'm just going to keep thinking about him all the time unless some fantastical prince charming or some shit shows up.

Honestly, romance isn't really on my to-do list, and even though it would be really nice, I'd rather not have any relationships or anything right now. I just wish I could stop being so bothered by this so I can just focus on other shit in my life.