> I always try to "live life without regrets" or some other noble example of the same idea.
Yes, I know this. I'm pretty much the same. I'm indecisive and I tend to avoid situations that bear some risks. And because of this I can't easily talk to girls. I always look stiff and cautious.
> I don't want sex as much as I want a relationship
Me too. I want a real love relationship much more than I want sex. Sure they belong together, but I think sex without love is worse than love without sex (I've experienced the latter but not the former...)
> I also really want an intimate sexual relationship with a girl, but sometimes after I orgasm. I feel no need of having a intimate relationship, since
> I have pr0n. But I realize that's foolish, because I'm just consoleing myself with pr0n.
I's the same with me