Sigh...it's hard to explain. It's not that I'm afraid of a real relationship, per se. It's just that I'm not really interested. I'm your average intellectual (or psuedo-intellectual) who lives inside his own head. I have read about, heard about, and seen (As in, watched through a hole in the wall!) sex. Now, I just want a little taste of what it's like. I have about 20 gigs (Still growing!) worth of hentai and live-action porn sitting on my hard drive. But, my left hand can only hold me off for so long. And before anyone says "Stop looking at porn, then!!1", I want to make it very clear that I can't. I'm addicted to the feeling, but I want so much more.
If that doesn't clear up my meaning, I don't know what will.