I've been in love with friend who lives in a different state close to 4 years now.
She has a boyfriend and he lives in Canada.
I don't know how well they get along together, but I know their relationship is recent (couple of months).
Sorry about the terrible writing and spelling, I'm not a very good writer to begin with and it's the middle of the night. You can just guess why I'm still awake.
wow thats a pretty tragic story!! T_T
I can understand what that feels like having that feeling stuck inside and cant get it out. i dont know why you tried to kill your self when she didn't even shot you down hard but still shows kindness towards you ~"~ well i reckon you should do is stay close or good friends with her cose since she has a boyfriend and i dont think you would want to ruin that would you?? sometimes you just need to accept these things but stil dont give up, stay close/good friend and keep trying!! dont try anything stupid like killing you self cose for one thing i know is that suicide are for people who doesn't have any will to live for anything and has given up. the worse things are people kill them selves cos of these relationships, you need to build up your mind and accept these stuff. Wish you all the best and remember niver give up!!!
Hi there Secret Admirer. Tell me one thing. She lives in a different state from you right? How far is it from your house?
Sounds tough. I can empathize, but I'll be realistic.
This is basically a competition. I assume that she is friendly towards you, and that means you have a chance.
What this means to you, is that you have to decide whether you can face the competition. You have to weigh the sacrifices and effort. For a desperate guy words like sacrifice and effort might mean nothing, but you have to face reality, and that means you must eliminate the competition.