'Damn friendzone, but then, not 100%....'
In other words, she's got you so wrapped around her finger that you don't even realize you're completely in the friendzone.
'It took a lot of self control to not say "WHAT THE FUCK BITCH? You misled me greatly with our earlier conversations". But I'm a rational man and realized the error was mine, so I'm just kind of going with it.'
Which is exactly the problem. You're just 'going with it'. Maybe it takes self-control not to cuss someone out, but it takes a little bit of guts to stand up for yourself and tell her that this isn't what you showed up for.
Until you take this bull by the horns, you're just going to keep getting played like a fiddle.