So I have a little problem and I need a way to figure it out...
I've been dating this girl off and on for the past two years. I think I'm in love with her... I'm not really sure because it doesn't feel like the first time I was in love. And that's the biggest problem but we'll get to that.
Uncertainty is the mind-killer and shit. Stop thinking about the ex because it ended awful for a reason. You guys are not 2=2 or whatev. Completely understandable, but wrong if you truly think you love this girl you gots now.
Although if disatisfaction continues, I am to say move on to something new because IT WILL NEVER END YOU WILL QUESTION EVERY MOVE YOU MAKE WITH HER AND EVENTUALLY BECOME OLD AND BITTER AND DIE AN UNFULFILLED MAN.
Befriend a childkiller.