>And I don't feel close to my mother, not since I was around 11 yrs old.
So you've sort of lacked a monther figure since then. I see...
>and I know other Japanese women, around my age, but they ain't available so to speak.
But do you find any of them attractive? I guess I'm sort of insinuating that the fact that she's a different race from your's (I'm assuming you're not Japanese) might have something to do with it.
>And I used 'dont' instead of 'don't' as a shorten way of typing it.
I was half joking with that.
But like I said, I think it's common to become attracted to your teacher. I just think most students (and teachers) wouldn't act on it.