i guess you can call it a good thing. i can't explain why i want her, but i can rationalize whether its a bad decision or not. and right now it's looking like it's not a bad one.
let's put it this way, i can say that if a woman that is...."superior" to her comes along, i know it. i can be with that woman and be happy.
sure, the feelings are there, but i can keep my emotions in check.