thats the mistake your making.
of course your never going to have a relationship like you did with her(EVERYONE is different), but you cannot make the mistake of condemning yourself to never having one OR living in the shadow of one. honestly, you´ll meet someone else that will captivate you(for at LEAST a while) and you´ll forget about her(....for at LEAST a while).
just keep it positive or you´ll NEVER be happy.
i´ve gotten over most of the shit she´s done to me, so i dont really care about that, im just thinking in the now. and right now i want her it seems.
she can be both my love and my obsession.