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help... relationship didn't get off the ground (22)


14 Name: OP : 2007-05-24 12:55 ID:aNQLHevz

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I sincerely hope that's not the case, but even if she did, at least being turned down could be understood, I suppose... It would be better than nothing, which is what's going on now...

I'd be hurt, as it just seems that once anything between us became... real, I suppose, she became a different person, which really disappointed me...

If that was the case, it would kinda leave me feeling like I was just some kind of "fake, internet flirt", like nothing she said to me ever was real, more like some kind of role-playing... It would feel far too much like a game was being played, on me... I don't think I could handle that, telling someone those kind of personal things about myself, and feeling emotions toward her, if they weren't real to her and didn't mean anything...

That's why I want to fight for her, and make this work, to prove to both of us that just because we were both scared and got akward when it became real in real life, doesn't mean the end of anything...

I've let people go that I thought I might have a chance with before, without ever admitting to myself or them of how I felt, and while I've always raked myself over the coals for doing that, I won't make that mistake this time...