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help... relationship didn't get off the ground (22)


6 Name: OP : 2007-05-23 14:52 ID:aNQLHevz

OP Here...

Well, after debating a lot of things...

I thought that if she wants to travel so much (which I rather would enjoy as well, just that right now I need the money at my decent paying fulltime job...), there still shouldn't be any reason not to, as she's still in college, and I'm still making money to pay off my loans... After that... I'd be free... for whatever may come... I was never really tied to where I am now, just lacked a reason to travel...

It's Wed. Morning now, and I haven't called/spoken/txted her since Friday night, when things didn't go well...

I finally worked up my courage, and decided I suppose I've got to be a man about this, and mabye be decisive & brave for a change, and txted her, about the fact that I've been thinking about a lot of things, and about us, and that I know she has too... I said that I think we both were scared, and would like to talk, preferably in person, if she likes...

Now we play the waiting game and see what her response is... I know already that she's not afraid to be my friend, but I do want more than that, especially after how far we came along those lines... And if traveling is her biggest worry... I'm not too worried about that either, once I put some more positive thinking about it into effect... She'd worked in florida before, at Disney, and enjoyed it, and mabye... Something in me that's always wanted to adventure is starting to get intrigued by that as well...