OP, I wasn't aware that you could study charisma. But let me tell you, doing random, attention seeking things constantly, does not equate to charisma.
> For some reason these girls just take everything I do as something great and all my dumb jokes are funny to them. They see my aspirations as some world changing thing and my ideas are all interesting conversations. Do I believe they are? No. I do not.
Riiight. In the event that you are telling the truth, I think you are giving them too much credit there. Do you really think they give a damn about your "jokes" and "aspirations", let alone comprehend them? They only need one reason to laugh and admire. That's popularity. Let me re-iterate: Popularity does not equal charisma. The most popular guys are quite often the most mind-numbingly boring men I've ever met. And the chances are, the type of girl that you're looking for, is not looking for a guy like you.
But I guess you brought this upon yourself in the first place.
Alas, the sacrifices we make in life. Snort.
No seriously, I don't know why you made this thread in the first place. Exactly what advice are you looking for? You give us a lot of mindless, unnecessary dribble about your supposed background, but all I can gather from these troll-baiting posts is "ZOMG, how DOES i find A special WIMMEN TO love ME?". Typical question. But it's as good as asking "How do I get laid?".
If it's an ordinary girl that you're looking for, well, you could start by burning that top hat. And PERHAPS curbing THE RANDOM shouting could HELP too. I dunno, just a THOUGHT.