Yeah, definitely not preggers.
See, I kind of figured everybody went through this but I thought some how I might keep myself from falling into the trap?
I don't know.
Well, it's not that I want to be with him or anything. I liked the sex for sex sake even though before, after and sometimes even during it was emotionally painful. I can't see myself with him at all.
I think it's best if I just sort of keep on acquaintance-y terms with him. Nothing emotionally involved ever again.