As >>24 said,
>you seem like a pretty sensible lady, so find yourself a sensible man that appreciates you and gives you the attention you deserve.
You clearly have regrets. But, in the world of dating an relationships and fuckbuddies, yours could have been a WHOLE LOT WORSE.
Virginity is whatever you make of it. (Some people can't wait to lose it, others wait (and are then disappointed), others have better luck.)