I'm 15 and until I was 12 I was always laughed at at school.
My only friends were people like me, the outcast girls, who everyone called ugly. One day, I decided to gain popularity. To do so I knew I had to befriend the most popular guy in class, and then if he starts hanging out with me and he likes me, everyone else would. I didn't think he will want me as his girlfriend or anything, but maybe if I did something with him he would be nicer to me.
No, you should come here. I need a cock sucking slave.
I thought that only worked in prison.
Can you troll elsewhere? I need some help.
I would say no, but it's your own life. I'd suggest that you switch schools, or come out about the whole thing. Better they find out from you than from other people. Oh, and be careful about catching STDs.
Maybe if you have thought about it at first, things wouldn't turned to be so hard. In my school, I also was the outcasted, but that didn't make me act so... hard. Don't let a simple comment affect you that much. But I think it's to late to turn back. It seems to be quite a dilema, but if you talk it with the involved, maybe you could start solving it. Try it with someone who you think he/she could undestand and help you.
First of all just stop doing it if you're not convinced of what you're doing. Now, you must be aware that there wont be an easy way out of this. Finally, If you act just to please other people you wont get anywhere so be sure what it is that you want.