Well, you have access to the internet, so your living situation can't be Hell.
Well, if you don't want to die alone, I believe you'll be able to find someone. If it's just companionship you're looking for, you could always get a pet (if you take care of it).
Have you tried volunteering anywhere? It's great for people with extreme social phobias. Volunteering makes you feel better about yourself, there's no pressure to do everything right (hey, they're not paying you!!!!), and you'll meet people. Plus the people you're helping are often greatful.