Over the past year I've been trying to lie to myself, to think on something else, even got laid and tried to fall in love with other girls, anything but admitting what I, deep down inside, already knew.
I love myself. Not in the way most people love themselves, but in the way a man loves a man. Not because of some silly fetish either; when I say love, I mean real, "I'll go to the end of the world for you" love.
That's rough, man. I really don't know what to say...Don't beat yourself up about it, though. Society may not be totally accepting of your feelings, but as long as you can stay true to you and yourself, then it's none of their business who you love!
Eew. This is gross. I can understand some kinds of taboos but this is just over the top. Forget about it, man. Nobody will understand you, you won't get married, you might even lose your job. Move on.
Firstly, I know exactly what you are talking about but I won't get into my feelings as this is about you not me. I think that you should accept your love for yourself and stop denying it, you will only end up disappointed. Trying to find another would be kind of like lowering your standards. Do not let people make you feel ashamed of it either, you aren't hurting anyone so it should not matter to them.