Why? My life is a mess, I don't know this person and I don't want more aquintances to claim what little energy I have. It's enough having to wake up in the fucking morning. I have to be around her, I don't want to be so damned attentive of her all the time but I can't help it, if it wasn't for these feelings I wouldn't give a rats ass. Knowing that, it only pisses me off.
I've been ignoring it for the past year, it just won't die. She's in my head, whenever she's around I can't think of anything or anyone else. I just want to look at her, talk to her, be close to her and all that cosy woosy shit.
Hormones... Shit sucks