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Im distancing myself from the ones I love (17)

1 Name: Secret Admirer : 2007-11-19 22:32 ID:y2fmLIav

I've been wondering what's wrong with me.

Two days ago I met someone who I really really liked.
She was fun, cute, and almost too good to be true.
We ended up spending the day together, and we both had a great time.
I haven't felt this great in a long time, and I at the end of the day I had fallen for her.
Though since the day was good, I didn't say anything to not ruin that great day.
I got her MSN tough, and of course, added her.

Problem is that I seem to be doing something rather odd.
And if this was a single case, I wouldn't be bothered by it.
But it seems that I am kind of distancing myself from people I love.
Im almost afraid of answering her on MSN.
This has happened to me at two other occasions, and I simply don't understand it.
Why am I afraid of talking to her?
Is there someone who could perhaps explain what's going on in my head, or even better tell me how to get rid of this?