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A complex situation... (15)


13 Name: Tsunderekko : 2008-05-05 06:37 ID:dhNWqro5

Jealousy sure is a bitch.

I was able to avoid much conversation all weekend, but today I found out she'd spent the entire weekend at another friend's house (also stayed over earlier this week too). This friend really bugs me, because my friend is employed by her mom at a home run business, and hence they get to spend time together -all the time-. We spent a lot more time together before she met this girl...

It's not wrong to want things to go back to the way they used to be, right? I feel like a toy that got played with until it become boring and then tossed aside. Long distance relationships suck and I can't help but think more physical contact would have prevented this altogether. She simply refuses to see the fact that online relationships require a bit more effort and adjust to it. I've pointed it out a hundred times or more, but she is just too stubborn.

I guess I've always seen it as the 'melt a heart of ice' kind of challenge. Being meek and pouty has managed to bring out a gentler, more understanding side to her sometimes. It's so hard for me to drop the angry tsundere front and act that way though...

Sorry, I'm rambling for no reason. >< I think I just have a 'zettai ni makenai da yo!(I absolutely won't lose!)' complex that won't let me give up.

Now off to play some renai games like a lame fail-chner, I mean 4-chner o| ̄|_