I always tend to wander back here when I have nowhere else to go... A 'lonely hearts club' of sorts I guess. Reading the posts here helps me feel better at least.
Don't really know what to say, more of the usual on and off with friend. I'm just feeling particularly crushed right now... sometimes I feel like I just want to go back to being a NEET. It was her encouragement and the prospect of meeting irl that pushed me back into working on college and getting a job in the first place.
Now summer's here and I really should get another job (I didn't quit, it was seasonal), but at certain times her words give me such a bleak outlook of the future I just don't feel like it's even worth it anymore.
I guess in that case I wouldn't be much different than the typical population here. NEET power!
This is >>1 the tsundere, signing out.