Tomorrow will be THE day, hopefully.
It's the only day I'm 100% sure we'll be together alone for some time.
But one thing is bothering me lately.
I mean, aren't boys the one who effectively are the more straighforward about this types of confession? I mean, as I mentioned before, i'm not the type of girl who actually likes to take the first step. You can call me old-fashioned, but that's how I am.
Although I might say that, indirectly, I might have confessed to someone before, years ago, but it didn't go very well.
If he's really interested in me, why isn't he the one who says something?
And I know, I'll feel better telling him and being rejected than not tell him, but I don't really like the idea of him noticing me in other way and considering having something with me only after I confessed.
Shouldn't he think that way of me before? I think it's more real and romantic than only noticing me after.
Or am I being completely silly thinking this way?