I frikken beat the fear of talking to the big guise!
Today i talked to them and asked questions about their training and stuff too. One is more talkactive than the bigger guy (i like the bigger one better, cuz he has so nice face and nose) but doesnt matter. I guess i got over the fear of talking to them cuz i actually dont have any feelings involved anymore. So hopefully i will stop pumpin' this thread and give it a go!
I know thet think im a weirdo or something, but doesnt really matter, cuz i dont care at all!! :)
Thanks /love/ once again! i think im as well free of my oneitis obsession and god it feels good to actually know for a while where you are standing at.