I'm writing you this letter, because I want to move on and develop other crushes on other boys. I am tired of thinking only about you all the time.
I don't really want to touch you and hug you and kiss you and adore your neck and arms and awesome personality, I obviously am lying while writing this, but I must move on, even though I don't feel comfortable with this thought.
Today me and the Japanese guy talked a little. God, im socially pretty much retarded i would say. I had nothing to say, but felt free enough to ask about his pets and such. Anyways he was guiding the conversation pretty well and asked my number etc and wanted to go out with me on Saturday. Apparently I'm working on Saturday night, so it means i must skip it this time.
good luck gym-otaku, you've already won your freedom!
kissed and bite the japanese guy today.. he has kids though!!
Things are indeed progressing. Are kids a showstopper? And does he actually have a wife?
>>42 hai, we talked about it in the bar as well i think, but i don't really remember what is the deal with his waifu and all. But kids are so tiny, both sons less than 5.. Yes, its a show stopper! but I'd love to be friends with him. he's not only cutie, but hella hella hottie too :P (yes want.. )
Looks like you earned yourself a friend within the fuckbuddy range ^_^'
Over the time things have changed. Me and jap is no go anymore. Im happy it went like this. I dont have any desires or needs or anything about him. So i guess, i just liked his looks, that's all.
The real reason why im pumpin' this thread, is cuz i FINALLY said HELLO to the big guise!!
>not saying hi would make me look rude
Exactly, you have to pull yourself over the bump, and then it should be much easier.
I frikken beat the fear of talking to the big guise!
Today i talked to them and asked questions about their training and stuff too. One is more talkactive than the bigger guy (i like the bigger one better, cuz he has so nice face and nose) but doesnt matter. I guess i got over the fear of talking to them cuz i actually dont have any feelings involved anymore. So hopefully i will stop pumpin' this thread and give it a go!