Well nothing has happened in a while. I tried hitting it of with a cute girl in my Japanese class but I think I have been friend zoned. It isn’t so bad because she is a pretty fun friend but still, I guess its best that way. I saw several girls that I thought were cute and I wanted to say something but in the end I just walked by. I knew nothing would happen but I had hoped I could at least go far enough to do something a little spontaneous and risk my self just a little.
It feels like the whole world is mocking me right now. Every were I go I see couples holding hands and romantic movies and other pieces of assorted romantic media. I nice girls with men who are far worse looking than me and who treat them like crap. I what universe is that fare. I try to tell myself that the universe is just trying to guide me to the right person but that just sounds stupid.
I don’t know, I guess I just had to rant today. I’ll keep trying my best and remember everything you have all told me. I’ll keep you updated.