>>44 Omg!!! I sense what you have! I act exactly the same. But you know what has happend? Like when i happen to be really close to some really hot guy, i don't sweat my pants so much, im more like a mellow and chill out.. Its hard for me to say even hello to the cute guise i see almost daily! But the more im in the same room with them, the more im getting used to them = i will win my fears any time soon!
I guess its the same with u, gogogo, do it if not next time, but one day, i know you can do it, i will believe in u!