Yeah, I've always been the type that gets a little ahead of themselves when it comes to love and such. Its just that lately I've just been seeing how empty my life has been. Constantly playing video games and watching anime to fill in what I'm missing. Right now I'm trying to change myself you know? I want to be more social, I want to follow my dreams, and most importantly fall in love. Ahaha I feel a little weird writing this now, but 4 channel is really giving me lots of inspiration right now. Thanks all of you for being brutally honest with me and I hope you guys could continue giving me great advice. Especially from stopping me from doing something stupid again.
Anyways, still no responses from the girls I messaged on the dating website. It doesn't feel like my efforts are going anywhere on there... Is it my looks or am I thinking too much again? I think I should spend more time at school studying with friends to work on my social skills. Gotta keep on truckin' (9^o^)9