Last night was hard. At 1am, just as I was falling asleep, my ex-boyfriend's best friend called. Ex-boyfriend had missed the last bus home, and needed a place to stay for the night. I sighed deeply, said yes, and got up in order to make up the couch for him.
About 15 minutes later he arrived at my apartment. I let him in; gave him a hug. He went to kiss me, but I turned my face away. He then pushed me up against the wall (knowing that in the past I'd liked things like that), and tried again. Once again, I turned my face away.
We sat on the couch and talked for a while... once again, he tried his best to seduce me. At the moment, I'm actually not that terribly interested in sex, especially not with him. He doesn't repulse me or anything, but I just can't really be bothered. Moreover, it would make things complicated. Ever since breaking up with him, my life has felt so much simpler. I'm in control again. I don't want my life tangled up with his any more.
He also told me many times that he still loved me, and how sad he was that I left. :/
Finally, I agreed to let him sleep in the same bed as me, since I knew that was the only way I could get him to shut up and let me sleep. He behaved himself during the night.
The next morning, a friend of mine came over to pick something up. I told the ex-boyfriend to stay in the room, since I really didn't want it to look like we had sex.
The friend left... my ex-boyfriend once again tried to sleep with me, and once again I said no. I finished getting ready for work (still no sign of Glasses Boy), and we went out to grab breakfast. Then I took the bus to work.
I really need to get him disentangled from my life, and it's proving to be hard. D: