Well guys, I talked to her one more time and after really thinking about it, I think I'm just gonna forget about this. In theory, a shy girl sounds so awesome, its a dream of many guys right? But after sitting there and having her start literally no conversation herself, it was kind of frustrating.
From the very start, I don't think I ever felt any "love" towards her. It was mostly me being lonely on Valentine's day and seeing a girl sitting by herself in the library, that's all. If she does end up going to my college, then maybe that will be fate and I'll get a chance to reconsider, but until then I'm perfectly content waiting for someone else. Don't get me wrong, I may have never been in a relationship before but I've had plenty of chances, I was either too stupid to notice them or they were from people that were absolutely devoid of personality. In any case, I'm done with this shit and that's that. Maybe I should show here this thread and see if it makes her freak out? Haha.