3 months ago I started dating the love of my life (whom I had been in love with for 3 years prior) and I had 2 of the most happiest months I have ever had in my life. I made sure to do everything I could to make her happy... After those 2 months she broke up with me...
> i'm a big push over when it comes to her, and ONLY her
This explains everything.
A pushover isn't sexy. You are doing so many things wrong OP, I don't know where to start.
You can start by dumping her ass.
If I were you, I would have dumped her ass as soon as I know she sends her nude pics to people.
Listen, get the fuck out. She's using you to get her self esteem up after she's gone and fucked up. You can do better and you deserve better. Grow a pair and break it off and find someone who will care about you!
I think the previous commenters are not completely wrong. You need to show more initiative and not just wait in awe for her.
Also, I find these forgiving and apologizing games a total waste of time. What do you actually do together? What do you want, what does she want? Do you know the answers to these questions?
We actually don't do much together. We don't see each other often, less than once a week sometimes. I want us to spend more time together, eventually getting to hand holding?
im so sorry op. u need a better gf - new gf to start with a scratch :3
Okay so lets see..
I'm usually a brutally honest, and frank kind of guy, but this time I'll try not to be as harsh...
If you feel that what you have for her is genuine love, then there is always hope.
> During our relationship we never had sex.
> i've barely gotten as far as to hold her hand...
seeing as how i've just let a bitch like this rule my life for the past year, i'm gonna tell you this straight out...
dump her ass. I was in the EXACT same situation as you. I was "in love" with her forthe longest time, only me and her would do stuff together but she would never want to date. why? beause she was using me as a "backup" like this bitch is using you as a "backup" in case things dont go well with some other guy, she always has you to go back to.
Sending nude pictures to other people would be my first clue to get out. She won't hold hands with you, but she has no problem sending explicit photos of herself to others? I have reason to doubt that sort of woman.
I would get out of that relationship, but it seems like you want to patch this up... I think 10 can sum it up a lot better than I can, but I hope somehow, whether you leave her or stay with her, it all works out...
Get a grip! If you really love her, than fight! Nothing's ever gonna change if you just keep morning over her!
Maybe things won't go well, and you'll end up broken hearted. But what if it does go well, and you finally get to understand her and be happy?