I got randomly put in an off-stream coop program at my univeristy (I'll be starting in the fall). This means that while the vast majority of the school will be having a full year of school with the summer off, I'll be stuck in the opposite cycle of working in the winter and studying in the summer.
Basically, I'll be cut off from 99% of the campus. The only people around me will be the other poor freshman Engineering saps who lost the wheel-of-fortune coop game for the next 5 years. I can pretty much forget about girls if I stick with this (woohoo permavirgin!. Honestly, I don't know how the University can expect students in the most difficult program to deal with social isolation for 5 bloody years.
My other university offers have expired a month ago, so there's not really any going back now. I feel like I got screwed despite my hard work in high school and stellar academics so far. What the hell is the point of all this crap if I'm just gonna fail at life and never get laid anyway? Goddamn I'm depressed.
Guess I'm just venting on an anonymous site, waiting for my life to get wasted.