I decided to ditch the low cut top and push up bra. I made that decision at the last minute and I think I'm glad. I am instead wearing a shirt that he's complimented before and that I feel very comfortable in. I made the decision before reading the thread, but what >>14 said makes a lot of sense; by now I guess he's figured out that I don't have triple-Ds, but if he's still enthusiastic about being around me, he must not be too disapointed. It's silly how really obvious stuff like that can never find its way into a fear-clouded mind until someone else puts it there for you.
He's going to be here to collect me in about forty minutes and after dinner we're going to come back here to visit for awhile before having to call it an early night due to both of us having to work tomorrow (he goes in at 6AM and can't stay up/out late).
I'll gladly update later on. I read loads of literature last night on how to successfully kiss someone in a non-threatening way, and unless I chicken out(which is very likely), I may finally do it.
Thanks again, collective Anons.