I found this forum just recently and became a lurker. I am sorry if this is in the wrong section ^^;
Anyways, I like this guy for almost 4-5 years now (back during high school-- grade 10 to be exact). We never met nor talked to each other. I think the first time I ever saw him was in our high school's cafeteria. After that, I just kept seeing him a lot around the school until I became curious of him. I remember one night, I found my grade 9 year book and I was flipping through pages and I saw his picture and got his name. So I did my homework and found out he was a year older than me. I guess you can say he was somewhat part of the "cool kids" and was involved playing basketball. I kept watching him from a far (no I was not following him but when I would see him in the cafeteria, I would just watch him until he leaves). During his last year in our high school, there was a last basketball game and he was playing. I didn't go for some reason and I still regret it now.
Honestly I'm a very shy girl. I don't talk unless someone started to talk to me first. I'm kind of glad he didn't recognize me after sending him that letter on facebok (which I regret sending now lol).
I did try to look at him before (few months ago) but I can't see his facebook anymore. I guess he blocked me?
Maybe he just deleted his facebook. Or maybe if he really did blocked you, maybe it was he didn't know who you are ~_~.
If you really REALLY see him again. Seriously, TALK to him.
Maybe... never really know
Well to my surprise, he was on the bus again.. There was one person sitting between us. I can't really talk to him because right now I can't speak (my throat and tongue are really swollen to the point when I open my mouth, it literally hurts to talk and even eat).
Okay so last night, I met him again at a different station (where I work at). It was so random and he popped out of no where lol.
What do I do? Should I talk to him or should I just leave him alone? I don't think he remembers me.. the girl who gave him the most random msg on facebook.. not sure if that's a good or bad thing.
Ciel, you have an infatuation to this guy who doesn't know who you are. I'm not trying to say that to break your heart as if there's no chance in the world, but that he doesn't know that there is a girl like you, who think about talking to him constantly and continue to run into him but is too shy to initiate a conversation. You say "the girl who gave him the most random msg on fb" but he has no way of really knowing that yet, does he? You say in your OP that you used a anon account or something?
Hi, it's me again.
It's been a long time since I updated my story here..
Well, you tried at least. Time to move on. Thanks for the update though, and good luck with the next round!
Good luck with the future, Cielle!
I know how painful a one sided love can be. They're hard to get over. Once you manage to do so, however, you'll become much happier.