So I've been dating this guy ( we'll call him Ota-kun)for about 6 months now and I'm so head - over - heels in love with him. He's funny, sweet, a bit shy and he's very honest. I love him to bits >< We've decided to take the next step and move in together. Now we share similar interests especially anime and video games....however...i didn't know the extent of his love of anime, especially when it comes to the " H " stuff. I'll admit, I am a bit conservative. And I do get jealous when he plays his H-games. But I really want to understand him better.
We've had talks about the way he sees 2d girls, he's said that they are just characters and he doesn't view them like real girls. Yes he thinks they are cute. But he's never masturbated to them - Not since we've been together that is - He says I'm the only women that turns him on. He's told me that he loves me and they are just games that he enjoys for the stories...
I just don't know what to do >< I know that what he says is true. I believe it to be. But I can't control when my heart clenches and aches evey time he plays or watches any H-anime. I honestly don't know...if it is because i feel insecure about myself deep down.
I don't know guys..I'd like to know what you guys think, I really wish I could sit with him and watch some H - stuff with out getting so bothered by it